Don't Worry, Be Happy

This picture shows about the way I've felt the passed few weeks. After all the deaths and other bad things that have happend over this past month, I began to worry, which is never a good thing. I started telling myself that I was dying too, and I actually talked myself into being sick. I know, I'm going crazy, but the good news is I'm feeling a whole lot better. I've lost a few pounds from where I lost my appetite from worries, but I'm eating good now, and I've got some energy. Sorry I haven't blogged in the past few days, but I've been pretty out of it. Please continue to keep me and my family in your prayers, and hopefully there are some happy blogs to come! I'm going to bed now, so good night and sweet dreams and may God bless.

Mr. Brian

July 22, 1986 Rules!

Happy Birthday To Us! Today is Ms. Brittany and my Birthday. How odd, yet cool it is to have the exact same birthday as one of your good friends? It is also my good buddy Danny's birthday, but he is a year older than us. So Happy Birthday to Old Danny too. That's about all I can think to say right now because it's nappy nappy time. So Good night to everybodies.


Mr. Brian

Deja Vu

This is becoming way to familiar territory to my family. Earlier today, Don Weems, passed away. He would be my grandmother's sister's husband, and coincidentally, my great uncle. It's really best that he went because he has had alzymers for around five years and he has not been able to recognize anyone for a while, but still this comes at a bad time for all of our friends and family. I ask, if you will, to continue to keep my family and I in your prayers this week. Hopefully I will eventually have some positive things to blog about. Good night and may God bless.

Mr. Brian

"Somebody said they saw you,
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh baby I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Did he touch you better then me (touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (watch you fall asleep)
Did you show him all those things that you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me (Stay away from me baby)

I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah) Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave Holla, yeah

I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know"

I Don't Wanna Know - Mario Winans

"I Claim This Land In The Name Of Cox"

For the past ten years or so, there has been a little mix up between who owns our driveway. It sounds weird, I know, but that's just the way things are here in Mosheim. The picture above doesn't show all of the property, but it's the best one i could get from the window. It's the area between the yellow lines. Anyways, my family has been wanting this road paved for the longest time. The problem comes in because this property is not on our deed so it's not really ours to pave. The road is actually a right of way between two property lines (ours and our neighbors) so technically it belongs to the town and it is suppose to be there job to have it paved. The town, however, does not claim this to be a road, even though our mailbox is on it and all of that fun stuff. Anyways, my father has proclaimed that this land is now ours since no one else wants it, and we will finally have it paved this week!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMAW COXES!

Today is my Mamaw's 71st Birthday! We got to go and eat birthday cake tonight. I have truly been blessed with the best family in the world. When I look at all of my family tree, I see a long line of good loving people, and I hope I can continue that line of family later on in my life. When I look at my grandparents, and even great aunts and uncles, and everybody, I see people who have been through a lot of things in life, and they're still going after all these years. I'm just glad that these people have been in my life and I hope they stay around for many many many years to come. Love to all my friends and family!

Mr. Brian

Mr. Lonely

"Lonely, I'm Mr Lonely,I have nobody,For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn. I'm so lonely" - Mr. Lonely - Akon


How true it is! It's almost been a month since I've talked to Jenn at all. She hasn't talked to me online or anything. Is it possible that she's already found a new guy? Personally, I think that's the main reason she broke it off in the first place. That's just the way things go I guess. I do wish that she wouldn't have made all of those excuses for us breaking up. She should've just flat out told me that we're too different, it's not going to work out, and that's all. It only complicates things when you try to make excuses. I know she didn't want to break my heart, but it's driving me crazy just wondering exactly why she did it. If anybody out there has any advice/encouraging words, please drop me a comment. Dr. Christina Ivory, I thank you for your advice! And who knows, maybe me and Lindsey will get the hook up ; ) Well, I'm off to bed, church in the morning

Mr. Brian

What's the problem now?

"You ever have a day where nothing goes right?
well that just seems to be the story of my whole entire life"

Revenge of the Nerds - KJ52


Will the madness ever end? Today was only another example of things going bad. I'd planned to go out with my friends Marla and Lindsey ever since Monday. Well, as I went to go meet them, a migrane decided it was time to come and meet me instead. I even throw up blood :( , never a good thing. We just had my great uncle's funeral yesterday, and since then I've learned that another of my great uncle's has been put in the hospital with breathing problems. To top off my evening, I've just learned that I lied to Marla about her mp3 player being able to transfer files from computer to computer. I'm sorry most of my blogs have been sad and depressing, but what are you suppose to do. Lord help us all! I'm going to try and get some sleep. I haven't been able to get to sleep until around 5 or 6 in the morning for the past week. Keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers, and hopefully I'll be able to write a few positive blogs in the near future. Good night and may God bless.

Mr. Brian

"Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming..."

Now everybody out there know that I'm a math major. If you didn't know, now you do! So I know that "there are alot of other fish in the sea" but I asked myself, how many are there? After some percentage research and crunching some numbers, I have estimated that there are 4,264,041 Christian Females in the United States between the ages of 18 and 20. Hopefully out of four million girls, some of them will be interested in me, and maybe one of them will become the future Mr. Brian. This of course will be many many many many years down the road. It's just good to know that there are that many fish out there. I just don't know if I need to try fishing in other areas, or maybe I need to change my bait, but hopefully I'll hook another one pretty soon.

Greetings to everyone out there. I know what everybody is thinking, he actually posted something on his blog. It's been over a month since my last postings and I have a lot of catching up to do. During this past month several things have happend including the following: Jenn and I are taking a break, which means we probably won't be getting back together anytime soon, our pastor's son commited suicide, TennCare may be coming to an end which is bad because our family owns a pharmacy and that would take a big old chunk out of business, my great uncle just passed away unexpectedly last night, my cousin's wife's father died about a week and a half ago, and that's all the major events that have happend i guess. Some how, through all of this, I've been in extremely high spirits and God has actually blessed me with a surge of energy that I haven't experienced since our mission trip to Hungary back in 2001. Since Jenn and I took a break, a couple weeks back, I've got so much done that it's scary. I've even had time to start working on several creative projects that I'm eager to get finished including making coasters and pillows for our dorm room next year. Call me weird, but I have a great sense of accomplishment when I actually get stuff done. Well, I guess that is all for this blog entry. Please keep my family and I in your prayers 

"Dear Jenny I like you.
Do you like me, Jenny?
Will you go out with me?
Check yes or no.

No?
What do you mean no?

What...
What did I do wrong?
What... Wait where are you going?
What... Come back!
C'mon
What did I do wrong?"

Revenge of the Nerds KJ-52


I've heard this song many many times and the hole song has a wonderful message, but the opening lyrics never hit me so hard until just recently. Only a couple weeks ago Jenn and I decided to take a break from our relationship. Actually, it was more of her telling me that we're taking a break. I'm not exactly sure why, she claimed "she was stressed right now and didn't have time for a serious relationship", she also said "we're moving too fast", as well as "I want you to casually date". She through out a couple other excuses too, but I just don't know. I don't know if I did something wrong or what. My conclusion is that girls are weird. I do thank her for being a good girlfriend and for helping me in ways she'll never see. She's helped me to see that girls do like me for being myself, and that I can get out and have a good time and enjoy life. I've moved on and I'm ready to see how God will work in my life next. Hopefully, another good looking girlfriend. But if not, I'll be content by enjoying life in every way, and spending more time working on being me and drawing closer to God. I also must thank my female friends Marla, Lindsey, Brittany, Jenn W, and my sister Marsha for helping me through this, as well as spending time with me since I don't gots a girlfriend no mores.